Monday, October 10, 2011

Wait for life...

mind is selfish
catch the fish
its only the wish
wait for the dish

unable to wait
trying to bait
watching the gate
i am in  debate

everything seems in  fiasco
this is denying for the disco
people says let it go
but heart says where would i go

now, it depends on luck
life is going to fuck
or it will rock
could it be a shock



Monday, August 15, 2011

Independent Indians.... Does it Really mean to us.....

From yesterday my ears are listening Happy Independence day from every boys and girls, in every corner of the college, on every website, in every newspaper and news channels... that sounds pretty good that every one is seems to be Indian from Jammu to Kanyakumari, president to street boys.....   but is  that really mean to them??...
People are talking about our religions, races, castes, languages, land.... but does they really think about it or just the shake of being a independence day they are forwarding msg that is forwarded to them by some one else and that came from some companies side to earn profit by just penetrating  the emotions of Indians.....   or posting on different social networking sites to make others aware that it is our independence day.... without having any emotions and feeling about the country but just for the shake of what crowd are doing... so they are doing....
Let me ask one question to each Indian who are just boasting about their being independent  or talking about their country... how many times do they think about country in a minute, a hour, a day, a week, a month, a quarter and so on... until it doesn't comes to them i mean  until they are not affected by some misery or pain because of corruption, hatefulness, deprivation, bribe, murder, rape and so on... either it is Rahul Gandhi, Mayavati, L.K Adwani, Soniya Gandhi or any other.. nobody is going to do for country, religion race and others until they are going to benefited with that.
History tells us the story of Mahatma Gandhi, Bhagat singh, Lala lajpat Rai etc. that they fought for us for the freedom of our country from Britishers but they they never thought of this time when everyone is fighting with each other for money, power, authority...otherwise they will never sacrifice their life for us. And they they never thought of benefit while thinking about country.
Lets take another question how many of us never did anything wrong either it is bribe, rape, murder, theft etc or even never think of it.... i dont think so that there would be even a single one who will fulfill the criteria of that.
Independence day
Now lets talk about what does independence  mean to us?

In literal sense independence means freedom like a bird but is it really so to us? Even a embryo  is not free as bird then how could we?
Lets make a process from embryo to senile stage.
At embryo stage when baby wasn't born, its parents started to think about their future with the age of child with the anticipation of their died dreams that they could never achieved but now they want these dreams to be accomplished by that child who hasn't born till now.
As new born baby comes in the new world, whole family and society starts to think about its future with the prospect of their concerns without thinking about that it is only a child now and it cant think.
In the infant stage he used to teach only those things, with some core and moral values, by myriads of people that is anticipated by them. And it streamed itself with the flow of those various anticipations.
As it comes to teenage s/he confuses with the state of minds s/he is having with lot of expectations. These anticipations leads him/her to the depression, frustration....
In the bachelor s/he get friends and forget most of those anticipations with the confusing states in mind s/he tries to find his/her own future but before s/he could think of, s/he has already done with 12th. now s/he have to decide what to do with different anticipation of different people and his/her own with little information about each one of them
So again it was decided by their parents that what should they do because s/he doesn't have clear thought about future. And at that time  parents are scholar in their anticipation.
After graduation when s/he is ale to think of his/her career so s/he do what they want. But when they go further they have the burden of getting placement.
After getting job....... office work loads makes us crazy and then marriead life.... then again the same process...... As we all know......:)

And this is India.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

R DreamZ Lying...

Since childhood I have been  dreaming sometimes for tiny things and sometimes to build the empire of my own. But now I started to stargaze that seems that I am going to live in fantasy world. whenever I try to visualize those dreams I find myself, a woolgatherer.  So I started to cogitate over those aspirations, and I asked myself, is it true or they are lying. There are so many ambitions that looks like they are not going to fulfill in my whole life. There are so many other responsibilities which seem obstacle  for fulfillment of those dreams and thats the challenge  for me to overcome from that.
Keeping myself in dreaming is sometimes looks like wastage of time but that make me more logical to find the right thing at the right time. Each dreams that I could recall is either directly or indirectly related to my long term dream and also connected with all those values and learning that I got in my life few examples are:- Dad, Brother (Sachin, Saurabh), Manish Gupta, Sid, Saurabh, Puja, Swati, Sonika etc.  These are a few persons who always stand for me either I did wrong or right. Now  I am in the phase of doing something for those dreams that remains dead till now. It feels me more enthusiastic to do something that I really wish for.
One of those dreams are to get the knowledge as much as possible as in the movie '3 Idiots' Amir Khan says, Charon taraf Gyan bant rha hai jahan mile samet lo and thats what i am  doing for last 7-8 years. For that I traveled in general class coach in the train so that I could learn from different kind of people and can get the idea from them for my future. It gave me the insight to understand the human thinking in general.
And now I am in the phase of fulfilling those dreams that seems to be fantasy a few days ago. It seems that these dreams are encouraging me to be a woolgatherer because they are telling me that I am the master of my destiny.





Sunday, April 17, 2011

A Silent Teacher

bhaiya and me
There are so many teacher who comes in our way to life and most of the us try to find among them a real GURU of our ancient time but how to define 'A real Guru'. It is most difficult task for us to find him/her because a teacher could be anyone like a father, a brother, a sister, a teacher, a mother and many more but to get the gist of knowledge from him/her is a most difficult task for us. A teacher teaches us different subjects that doesn't mean they are the most respected one as in our mythology teaches us about a teacher. But I think that a teacher teaches us other things along with a particular education. So one of the teacher who taught me so many things in my life is my Brother 'Sachin gupta'. He never gives me any advice but i always got learning form him as a silent teacher for me like Eklavya in Mahabharat. He never tells me how to live but I learn it from him. He is the one who behaves like a foe to me so that I could find out a way  to live like Chanaya for Chandragupt. He always gives me insight in an abstruse manner as i have to decode the password from the same.I show him as a strict guy or a villain for me in front of my friends because the first feeling that comes in our mind whenever a teacher tells us something good but against us or give us a home work. Then again I try to find the gist from the statements given by him...